You guys are not very helpful. I care about school, I have hobbies, and I excercise. I really do (but mostly cardio, not weights). It doesn't help. If anything, it triggers the teeny little testosterone I have in my body, exemplifying my feelings over the long term.
I'm only having some little progress with @buule.
You need to be patient. You will find a man who will seek to please you. I understand the struggle, I have been celibate for weeks. My ex girlfriend used to relieve herself without touching herself, she’d just open her legs and wiggle in a circular motion. You could try that. She was like you, very frustrated.