Go to a red light district and get rid of your shame. You need your dickk wet. These women say they need a virgin, but they also need good dicck. What they mean by a "virgin" is a man with no past, not if the dicck has been used. When a woman tells you "I miss you" she doesn't mean you, she misses your dicck. Go and polish your technique, become a real Mandingo. There is no honor in being a virgin. Listen to your bro and come over to this side, don't let these females tell you shit. No wonder you went bald, I would also in that condition. And that borderline tranny wig.