You make no sense, I didnt doubt it was the truth im just telling you you have no self respect or pride. Date, marry, sleep with whomever you want no one cares tbh, and your friend literally asked you why you dont like your own ethnicity of women because its a concept he doesnt understand. Middle eastern and Turkish men dont play like that, they ALWAYS prefer theyre own.You guys have no balls wallahi billahi he even offers me Turkish girls I decline. It's my preference to settle for an Arab women. I always think before speaking and know my friend well. There is nothing wrong in what I've said. It is the truth.
I think maybe your a little young and need to grow up a little and truly self evaluate. No one cares who you marry buy they do care if you feel ashamed of your culture. I think inevitably youll come to terms with the fact that you find your culture distasteful and you might hate yourself and are looking for something else.
After getting married to an arab woman however youll soon find out the grass isnt always greener, I hope they dont call you abeed too much