I know many ex Muslims and majority of them suffer from inferiority complexes, some realized some not. In your case not realized and very cringe. The ones who left the religion because they simply wanted to are cool and they usually steer away from ideologies.You defending this hick who wouldn't spit on you if you were on fire is a palpable example of your cadaan worshipping ways.I know many ex Muslims and they make excuses for Muslims all the time.
You have provided no proof I worship cadaan ass. I only worship my Lord.