Has anyone thought of sucide.

[Crow]

Oh I grew up in the gutter too, don't get it twisted Remember the random dogs chasing us in the ghetto? Seeing people get stabbed and shit, domestic violence, racism within our schools , dude read my post about my alcholic loser father, I didn't grow up on a Silver spoon, I grew up eating from my hands!

Also. we didn't come from nothing, the system tried to make us nothing. Think about it like this.

Our PARENTS were the white people of their country, they were the majority, everyone looked like them spoke their language, and they had opportunity galore until the civil war obviously.

But we had to be the first generation of fucking immigrants dealing with white people, hating ass other immigrants, fob parents, poverty, being outsiders, and everything else a normal human being has to deal with.

All my life I heard my parents talk about how wonderful Africa was and how they grew up in opulence and freedom, and their parents gave them everything, meanwhile we live in a fucking housing project starving

I honestly think OUR PARENTS could not have SURVIVED, our child hoods, and that's the raw hard fucking truth.

This thread just got real dark.

 

[Muji]

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[Madd]

The question is, as the logical adult you are now, what are you going to do to alleviate your self hate and low self esteem?

The ball is in your court now.

Yeah I get you walaal. It's hard and you just have to persevere. I will update you soon if I get better.

 

[Glizzo da Goat]

I just wanted to gauge your thoughts on this topic. Have you ever experienced it within your somali community and what effects did it have. I don't know any somalis that have done it.

It’s definitely a lot of Somalis contemplating it but they never talk to people about it because it’s “taboo” in our community. Somalis need to recognize that mental health issues are real and push people to do crazy shit.

 

[Shmurda]

Ik a somali dude that threw himself infront of a train

But me personally I would never do that. If i was truly suicidal I would go to an opp block and start shooting until I get smoked

 

[Furioso]

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Thank you for your kind words abaayo. Your post made me tear up. I’m going to keep my head up.

 

[Glizzo da Goat]

Ik a somali dude that threw himself infront of a train

But me personally I would never do that. If i was truly suicidal I would go to an opp block and start shooting until I get smoked

Yo ass giving me PTSD from when I got shot.

 

[FiftyPence]

Yo ass giving me PTSD from when I got shot.

You got shot??? Miskeen

 

[IftiinOfLife]

Yeah I get you walaal. It's hard and you just have to persevere. I will update you soon if I get better.

you will get better, have faith in allah

 

[Glizzo da Goat]

You got shot??? Miskeen

Yea back in 2018, I got fucked up wlh, they hit me like 6 times. It was all lower body tho.

 

[FiftyPence]

Yea back in 2018, I got fucked up wlh, they hit me like 6 times. It was all lower body tho.

Was it gang?

 

[Glizzo da Goat]

Was it gang?

Nah, I got shot because my friend robbed someone I didn’t even know. They saw me in a picture with him, but I can’t really complain because they’re not here anymore.

 

[Furioso]

Are you no longer Muslim?

No, I’m not.

 

[IftiinOfLife]

No, I’m not.

Leaving god is not the answer, life is about struggle. Please come back.

 

[FiftyPence]

Nah, I got shot because my friend robbed someone I didn’t even know. They saw me in a picture with him, but I can’t really complain because they’re not here anymore.

Walaal I wish you well.

 

[Glizzo da Goat]

Walaal I wish you well.

Thanks sxb

 

[Furioso]

Leaving god is not the answer, life is about struggle. Please come back.

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[Calaf]

There is nothing to prove god’s existence. That wouldn’t matter at all if I felt his presence once in my life. I lost all the faith I had in god. This has nothing to do with jealousy. I have great parents and a roof over my head. I’m grateful for my life.

Question. Is Oxygen, Carbon Dioxide or even Air present in the earth. Can you feel its presence, or even its sense.

 

[Furioso]

Question. Is Oxygen, Carbon Dioxide or even Air present in the earth. Can you feel its presence, or even its sense.

How can I have in faith in a god whose presence I have never felt?