blade99
FLOATING IN SPACE
I WAS BORN INTO A FAMILY THAT HAD HIGH HOPES FOR ME BUT 20 SOMETHING ODD YEARS LATER I HAVE FAILED THEM these days i fill up the tank and drive from city to City thinking abOUT where have the years gone by as years past by peers surpass me in life monEy status etc etc nothing will get better sunny days turn into overcast for me the only time i feel at peace is when it rains to bad i dont live in the uk / father has given family members some of his wealth while i get nothing mother is depressed and i am pressed for money / the love of my life tried killing herself she left me because she will end up doing it so why make me suffer she says she tells me move on be merry 5 years past still haven't found a love like that / have i thought suicide no BIG FUCKING NO you know why because the grave aint any fucking better than life / to many foods i haven't tried to many books i haven't read / so many halimos i have to get pregnant lol what im tying to say life is fucked but my GOD its a great adventure we are lucky to be alive to experience it so embrace the pain and embrace the love SHOW LOVE and i swear to you it will come back sooner or later
ps im going to the store later on and im buying a whole cake chocolate and jug of milk FUCKING PARADISE
ps im going to the store later on and im buying a whole cake chocolate and jug of milk FUCKING PARADISE