Since I was a young girl to about the age of 24 I used to be attracted to cadaan guys. I honestly used to see myself married to an cadaan man one day and obviously a Muslim cadaan man.

My whole life I haven't spoken to Somali guys because I was adamant that I will end up with an cadaan man.
I have rejected many Somali guys that were interested in me in the past during my prime years 19-23. I did not even give them the time of day. They were good university educated guys too. Some of these guys are happily married now. And one of them even bought a house for his new wife.
And here I am at 25, past my prime and regretting the fact that in the past I had written off ever being with Somali guys because I found cadaan guys attractive back then.