@Oranges&Lemons
Mashallah. You are a true mujahid. It is common for those in the west who feel what you are feeling to become gaal and join LGBT parades to promote zina. Instead you go in the opposite direction and become stronger in your deen. May Allah grant you Jannah and make this difficult test easier for you.
You said in the thread that there are a few men you were attracted to. It is possible thst you are bisexual. If that is the case then only marry a man who attracts you.
Do not marry someone who doesn't attract you because it will bring misery to you both.
Also NEVER tell anyone about your true feelings. Our community is too ignorant on this matter and will act like this is a choice. It is not a choice. Allah made you this way. The way you are made is not your choice, your actions are. If you have to tell your parents something maybe say you are asexual and are attracted to nothing.
Good luck on your test and may Allah make it easier. Ignore the jaahils in this thread sxb.