They'd offer a tufaax as mehrvisualising the scene that would take place if I were to walk into gathering in Scandinavia during the Viking age. Black wearing a Dirac and garbasaar....for real though what do you think would happen? Would they kill me? Or worship me thinking I'm some god?
Got in a fight with my little sister and I hither on the face...Twice and she didn't even hit me back.
And its just hitting me that I may be an abusive person
Her poor face when I slapped her though, she looked so shocked and hurt and that image is already haunting me
I feel so bad, I'm wondering if i should apologize to her and buy her a gift or if I should just ignore her for the rest of my life because I don't want to hurt her again
I'm trying to control my anger because I've just realised that I have an awful temper on me but sometimes I just lose it when people keep shouting at me and aren't listening...but thats still my fault.
04.01.2017 and I'm already fucking u
God help me.
lmao I sound like a monster
I just about stop myself saying yes, I had to shrug
yeah she's like 11 or something
but she's taller and skinnier than me
Shit you're rightPeople feel really powerless when someone older and stronger hits them, you don't want her to subconsciously think that's ok
It might affect her marriage life or her relationship with her kids
I'd suggest you apologise for hitting her
I used to be really violent before too, at some point you're going to grow out of it but the other person is going to have to live with memories even if things are OK between you
Shit you're right
I'm trying to stop being such an angry person but it's harder than it looks. When i was younger, I always promised myself that I'd never hit anybody because (call me a sissy if you want) my parents beating the shit out of me day in and day out really fucked me up for a while and it still does because I still think about why the f*ck six-year-old me got kicked out the house and why ten-year-old me deserved black bruises on her legs. Like, I know my parents didn't know any better and they were probably raised that way but i just can't forget it. So it is sad to see me turning into my mother. It's only since last year that my anger has started to get a bit much, before I just used to deal with everything by crying. If somebody shouted at me I'd just burst out crying lmao but I see these days I just get angry and hit people which idk if it's an improvement or not but it still sucks because I don't actually want to hurt any of my siblings.
I'll apologise once I get a chance. Like, I don't want to her to hold some sort of grudge towards me once she gets older because I used to hit her, like lmao no.
But thanks for ur advice sis