I don’t usually self medicate, I let it pass. But today the cramps were next level, even for me. I had no Tylenol, of course, and my usual suppliers, the Universal Sisterhood of Tylenols to Spare oddly had none either.
Then I remembered I had Tramadol that was prescribed from an accident, but that I hadn’t dare touched bc I knew better, and now I was compelled to take one just to make it stop. Well, the pain went away and I left home to finish out my day, but then...WOAH.
I felt disassociated from myself, but euphoric. But lightheaded.
I had to catch a ride back home before alternate me came out, and made decisions real me would have to deal with.
Jewish food is disgusting. Who would’ve thought they eat such rank stuff. I just assumed it must resemble Middle-Eastern/Mediterranean food, bc of the location, but man Arabs would definitely win a food war against them, for sure.
I’ve been putting raw Spirulina in my smoothies, and my gag reflex is being set off, just from it being in my stomach. I have to focus to keep it down, but I feel great afterwards and the energy is amazing.