i’m not engaged anymore, i just wanted to let you guys know that. But there’s something I really wanna speak about which is depression, this shit is actually true and these past of days I have no motivation or even any energy to step out of my bed. I don’t eat food anymore, and I can’t think of good thoughts. I get panic attacks reguraly and I don’t like speaking to people anymore. What is happening to me? I never used to be like this but now i’m starting to isolate myself and it’s scaring me, cause whatever I do it’s so hard to try to be positive.