When I was younger (a year ago), I use to have a thing for white people. Not only romantically attracted to them, but I intentionally surrounded myself with white friends---it was pretty toxic. One white friend to me was like having 4 Somali friends, despite the very glaring fact that I had almost nothing in common with these white friends. Anyways, I've decided to cut off those relationships and learn to not to worship white people and surround myself with people who have the same deen as me (or even have a deen, as all my white friends were agnostic/atheist). I do feel very bad, howeve; I avoid talking to my former white friends at school, turning to the opposite direction every time they so much as even look at me. Now that it hits me, I remember my one friend talking all the time about how he constantly struggled with social anxiety and depression. Ah, shit, I feel terrible for ditching him. Why did you make this thread...