I don't think I really cared , I simply had fun on the last night.Called her up the next day and said it's over.Had a good lawyer everything went well for me.Even my mother thought I was slightly revengeful in my recompense.
I look down at my hands thinking what am I , who am I.I thought revenge would be sweet but it was only nauseatingly sour.My internal spark has left me , i have come to understand one thing in its despicable glory.We all Die alone , no one is truly "with us" at best lovers are temporary allies who excessively try to use you.
I have found however that companions, men, are the best in reciprocating love.This is not lustful love but loyalty.Long term brothers want nothing back if you grow with them from the bottom up, this is primarily why lineage is a male thing.Undying loyalty Is a Male trait used to raise families.
I look down at my hands thinking what am I , who am I.I thought revenge would be sweet but it was only nauseatingly sour.My internal spark has left me , i have come to understand one thing in its despicable glory.We all Die alone , no one is truly "with us" at best lovers are temporary allies who excessively try to use you.
I have found however that companions, men, are the best in reciprocating love.This is not lustful love but loyalty.Long term brothers want nothing back if you grow with them from the bottom up, this is primarily why lineage is a male thing.Undying loyalty Is a Male trait used to raise families.