No, I stopped believing almost 15 years ago. It was very confusing and scary at first, but then incredibly liberating.
Since I was little I believed God to this day, since I have grown older my belief have grown stronger. How have life been for you since you left islam?
Who do you call for aid when no one came be of help to you?
Do you feel content and tranquility within yourself?
Walahi I find it strange when I see people who don’t believe in the one who created them, the world they live in, the provision He provides for their sustenance.
I don’t mean to brag since the day I fully started to practice Islam I have never felt depressed even when I was in bad situations. Islam gives me peace and ease in my heart. If I need anything I ask the one who created me and everything that surrounds me, i.e, to finish school, to get good job, wife, paradise... and I am satisfied with everything he provides for me. It pains me when I see Somalis who are gaals I don’t want you to go to the hell.
May God guide you to the straight path ameen.