Ahhh bro this isn't a healthy outlook on life. I wish you the best in whatever you pursue as I do to all my people but you need to get rid of this negative energy. It will only lead to burnout and believe me ive been there and it's not nice.I don't believe in therapy but thanks
I enjoy hating life btw, like I was happy b4 Islam and now I'm not and chose to not be because I have no need for happiness, I hate this dunya and only want the akhirah
But if u prefer this dunya I hope Allah gives u everything u want in this dunya until u enjoy your entire life then you die when you least expect it and regret wasting your entire life and now you have to face eternity of your evil actions![]()