So their is this fellow horner boy I’ve been talking to for a year. We are friends but we got really close a couple of months ago.
He is a devout Muslim and so am I so neither of us date and we call each other “friends” even though we both know we like each other.
I blocked him a couple of weeks ago after I found out he was lying to me about so stuff and was acting like he was Somali when he was not. I unblocked him like a week ago and we forgave each other. We were recently talking about wether or not we will ever have a future together after we both graduate from University.
Even though I’m tired of his bullshît I still really like him and he’s so cute like so fucking handsome. I tried to hard to get over him and literally prayed Qiyama for weeks after I blocked him so I can get closer to Allah and forget about him.
I know my parents will be heartbroken if so ever married a non Somali.
Should I just forgive and forget especially since he apologized so many times or should I- I don’t know wallahi this is messing with my mind.