I wouldn’t call you a mathowphile, I think you have some good takes but I think you are too sympathetic to mathows, especially black women and I say this as a user on here who also defends mathow women from the niggas on this forum. One of the reasons why you left Islam was because of arab-centrism which reminded me of your over the top defense of mathows. Its also crazy to think people are against you because we hate mathows, dont make everything about them.
kufr will always be a big deal. May Allah guide you. Sorry if I did too much earlier.