2012 to 2014. Experienced loneliness after moving. I experienced helplessness because too many things were out of my control. For the first time in my life i felt like i did not have any solutions.
I met a girl i dearly loved who has disappeared now, plus she was at point in her life where marriage was appropriate for her but never actually got round to it. I wasnt ready and i was going through the worst year of my entire life. Maybe i should have explained my situation. O well
I turnt down a girl who used to try weird sometimes cute stuff to get my attention. Saw her sometime last year all grown now and still staring lol.
Alhamdulillah now i am forging a path for my future and fighting tooth and nail to make success of it.
I still face problems today however i am in a position to make decisions and flexible enough to make mistakes and adapt to the problems that arise from it.