Thats the fun saxib. There's nothing wrong with an escape here and there as long as the fix you are using aint damaging those around you or your health. Escapes can be a good book or a great tv show or even a hobby. Its good for the mental health to have a balance and a break here and there. Travelling is a great way to experience this. Get out of the sunken place brother this path aint good for you.yh its boring too me, its just a chase for the next fun experience, ur just caught up in the rat race of life.
I see going on holidays like going to a party, you have fun the first time then after its just like ur doing it to escape from the reality of your boring life