@Whimsical fanatic
Sxb, take your natural journey of self-reflection and see where it takes you. Most of these guys here would rather die for their clan’s pride because they inherited their beliefs and thereby contradict it by killing other Muslims because of clan loyalty. Allah says, don’t kill other Muslims, but they intentionally disregard his commands and follow the command of the clan. We’ve been killing and destroying one another for over 3 decades. See these guys in the politics forum, you would swear that their clans are the most supreme (mightier than Allah) in their lives. Nothing is wrong with self-reflection in all facets of one’s life. If that introspection leads you to be a Muslim, then it will only strengthen your Imaan and make you a better Muslim than these guys and you won’t be acting like these hypocrites who are always thirsty for tribal blood-letting.
If not, welcome to our family.