So I’m having a bit of a problem accepting my weight in occurrence to my appearance. I don’t like the number on the scale but I like the way my body looks. I look like I weigh 30 pounds less than I actually weigh. My weight goes in good places I guess but now I’m trying to lose weight even though I like how my body looks because the number on the scale scares me so much. Giving insecurity issues n shit. I’m currently doing intermittent fasting and cutting out red meat.