Death all ofa sudden becomes real when family member passes away. Sometimes I dream about death. It aint pleasant dream, but it often leaves me thinking about life when I wake up and realise it was just a dream. This afternoon I thought hey what do you do when someone offers you a gift?... you take it, say thank you, and cherish it.... e.g if it is beautiful necklace, you wear it well... and if you've been given the gift of life, you live it well!...
I just wanted to share this thought with you..... also wanted to say don't wonder if death is sweeter than life... our prophet (Sallallahu álayhi wa sallam) said, “Let not one of you wish for death because of a misfortune which befalls him. If he cannot help doing so, he should say: ‘O Allah, keep me alive as long as You know that life is better for me, and make me die when death is better for me”.
Life can be sweet... it is what you make of life.... when we have negative thoughts about ourselves, we tend to think negatively about our lives too.... so start having good thoughts about yourself. List things you like about yourself (is hard first, but soon you will discover things you like about yourself as time goes by)... when you feel good, you do good.... and when you do good, you feel good... is like vicious cycle... help someone today, even if that person is you!... love yourself and take good care of yourself....
if you need to talk to anyone just pm me.. my pm can be your 'thinking outloud zone' Xx