I'm not a fake person, but I won't lie and say that I haven't struggle with my identity as whole. I had some self esteem issues with my career, goals, spiritual, ethnic and political views. I was feeling subconscious about my job because some people think I'm a loser because I don't want to go to college and want to a housewife. And I've felt hurt because afrocentrics on my AnimeAndManga fb group called a bedwench and a filthy pirate because I'm conservative nationalist for America, Somali, and the berber/amazigh people.