CALMONE20###
Roots in Somaliland + Somali Region ✝️
How are you all
How is everyone so far
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CALMONE20###
Roots in Somaliland + Somali Region ✝️
Nice to hear. Not exactly feeling great.My situation could be better.
Same tbh but it got a little bit better alx. In'shaa'Allah Allah makes it easy for you, if you need anyone to talk to let me know.
CALMONE20###
Roots in Somaliland + Somali Region ✝️
My cousins who I'm staying with and my aunt are all being mean to me and talking about me. I'm thinking of escaping. I'm starting to lose faith after how I've been treated. My mother hasn't shown me empathy. And no one from my family ever calls me. Instead my calls get declined. I fear that I might end up like that poor girl Hafsa.
What happened to her?
You should tell them how you feel, it gets worse when you keep quiet about it.
CALMONE20###
Roots in Somaliland + Somali Region ✝️
She committed suicide.
I tried to tell them but they blocked my number. I feel very alone. At least if I had friends or kind family members, I'd feel less suicidal. I have an aunt on my dad's side who knows I'm in borama, yet she deliberately chose to not visit me,because she hates me and my siblings because of my parents' divorce. I have no other place to go. I want to escape. If I had enough money for a hotel I'd probably book myself a hotel room. I let my cousins borrow some of my stuff and they treat me like crap. I had a breakdown this morning because of how rude they are being towards me. And they recorded me. My aunt's husband recorded me too. My father is here in borama yet he will not even call me to ask how I am. I'm back to feeling suicidal again yay :/
Where is your mum? I think you should get out of Boorama if the situation doesn't get better, this will just add up and you feel more crap. No matter how anyone treats you, don't ever think about taking your life walaal. Allah sees you're struggling and if they feel like they don't need you, you don't need them. You only need Allah. If the situation doesn't get better, go to a place where you like, try to make new friends and engage in hobbies or new ones. Most importantly you should strengthen your ties to Allah, do more salah, Quran etc. This could be a sign from Allah that you should come closer to him. I advise you to talk to your mum tho, and tell her how you feel. Tell her that you also feel suicidal, that might make her understand how severe the situation actually is.
CALMONE20###
Roots in Somaliland + Somali Region ✝️
I was literally crying to her about how I feel an hour ago and she blocked me. It'd be great if there was someone in borama I can stay with. Or if I had money for a hotel. I could really use someone to talk to rn.
Is there anyone else you know in Boorama or nearby cities that you can ask to stay with or borrow you some money?
CALMONE20###
Roots in Somaliland + Somali Region ✝️
No unfortunately. Also,I don't have enough money to get a sahal bus.
What's sahal bus? How long are you staying there, is it permanent or just some time?
CALMONE20###
Roots in Somaliland + Somali Region ✝️
It's a bus that takes you to different cities. My mother said I will.never leave but I wanna go by July.
Is she also in boorama? Some people on somalispot may go back home this summer and can probably help you out soon. Just try to endure it walaal. It seems you're in a very toxic environment.
CALMONE20###
Roots in Somaliland + Somali Region ✝️
No she's in London. I can't take it anymore.
iskufilann
inactive.
Hey babe! How are you doing?
You can walaal, don't give up. If you don't care anymore, we do. We care about you.
CALMONE20###
Roots in Somaliland + Somali Region ✝️
Hi lil sis. I'm back to feeling down :/Hey babe! How are you doing?
CALMONE20###
Roots in Somaliland + Somali Region ✝️
I mean, I may not be alive to see this month.
Odious Delirium
VIP
Abaayo don't give up.
You just need to get over that hill and inshallah everything will get easier in due time.
