How I got out of my Self hate phase.

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I don’t care. You avoided my question about if you distanced yourself from your asian ethnicity so I'm guessing you didn’t. That just confirms what I’ve been saying. You were going around calling yourself “X + east african” lol that’s pathetic sorry. You didn’t want to identify with us then for a reason so it’s weird that you’re lecturing full somalis now. & forehead/pirate jokes aren’t an excuse wtf. You should have said some crazy shit back. Why tf am I supposed to care about what some mixed guy who didn’t identify with us has to say? You said Somali kids made fun of your asian ethnicity but that didn’t stop you from identifying with it. & now you want to post about being isaaq lol. You haven’t mentioned growing up with asians either but you still identified with them.

Don’t make this about history and achievements when it’s clearly something else. Do you think actual somalis can ever decide to identify with something else? No. And we wouldn’t want to. I don’t think young somalis need lectures from weird mixed people tbh. This isn’t about losing confidence or whatever, this is about you being weird. You tried to use somalis making jokes about whatever you’re mixed with to justify disassociating with us.

It isn’t performative. That loser was suspended and learnt a lesson from that incident. Ask yourself why you were triggered by that. It’s not just that either, you have posted a lot of crazy things about Somalis. It’s never okay for a mixed person who didn’t even claim being Somali to make the kinda comments you post. Idgaf if it’s “trolling”. I’m not even trying to be rude but why are mixed people like this? How do you not identify with us then change your mind & act like we should be glad that you’re calling yourself Somali?
A mixed person who didn’t identify with us was posting shit like this. This isn’t normal.
I love to see it. I want to see Somalia working in interment camps by the end of the decade.

I myself help fund russian bot farms to masquerade as somalis online to drive more vitriol towards somalis irl.
 

Shimbiris

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I just broke up with my ajanabi girlfriend I’ve been with since high school. You have convinced me that it is simply untenable to bring a mixed child into this world. Thank you for sharing your harrowing tale with us. God bless you.
 

Soul Kaizer

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A mixed person who didn’t identify with us was posting shit like this. This isn’t normal.
Lool I crack myself sometimes. If you can’t tell that is me joking then I don’t know what to tell you.

This is the second time you brought up an old post I made are you xalimo’s is making a case against me.
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This going to be my last post on this topic.


With all the talk about the self hate pandemic thats ravaging the Somali youth I wanna tell my story a where i believe it comes from and how I had a phase like this.

I don’t really like to talk about my personal life on here as I have said some crazy shit (mostly sarcasm or I stuff cringe/regret about)and don’t want it to be traced back to me so I’m gonna keep it vague.

Contrary to the persona I have built on this site by shit posting I am not a racial purist I am mixed won’t say what my other side but it’s from Asia(Not South Asia).

I grew up in an area that’s predominantly white during my formative years then in my early teens I moved to area with a lot Somalis for familial reasons.

What does this have to with the topic?

Well for the majority of my life to that point I had never had Somali friend or much contact with other Somalis besides family and then I moved into a Somali area.

Somalis were very different from me as I was more of a “nerd”. Apart from the few I chilled with that we had common interests the majority were into things I had no interest in (football etc)

Also i remember they made jokes about my ethnicity which hurt me a lot at the time Ngl. It didn’t help that i was much shorter than my Somali peers. So during Somali events or masjid classes I only chilled with the few that I fw and didn’t interact with most.

When people ask me what I am mixed with I would usually say X + East African because during the 2010s pirate and Somali jokes were rampant and I already look ethnically ambiguous enough to not get recognised as Somali. Which looking back was just cowardice. There nothing with being your ethnicity no matter what.

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This post is getting too long now let me summarise the rest.

What got me out of this self hating phase Maturing + Learning Somali history recognising we weren’t always in this sorry state + learning that I am who I am and that is not a flaw.

Thank god despite my self hate phase putting your own people for giggles was never a thing I did.

The it’s not deep mentality needs to be corrected.
Another tragic mulatto sob story
Go Away Do Not Want GIF
 

Soul Kaizer

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I just broke up with my ajanabi girlfriend I’ve been with since high school. You have convinced me that it is simply untenable to bring a mixed child into this world. Thank you for sharing your harrowing tale with us. God bless you.
You are free to do with what you want but being mixed race is a plus as you can eat two cultures dishes.

Also being racially ambiguous also is what modelling companies want.
 
nigga you better take your tragic mullato story somewhere else, we don’t need to be lectured by mixed race weirdos like you :camby:.

Also this self hate concept you speak of is foreign to us real Somalis(gotta have a Somali abo+Somali hoyo to be one of us can’t believe I even have to say that🤢).
 
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Kisame

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This going to be my last post on this topic.


With all the talk about the self hate pandemic thats ravaging the Somali youth I wanna tell my story a where i believe it comes from and how I had a phase like this.

I don’t really like to talk about my personal life on here as I have said some crazy shit (mostly sarcasm or I stuff cringe/regret about)and don’t want it to be traced back to me so I’m gonna keep it vague.

Contrary to the persona I have built on this site by shit posting I am not a racial purist I am mixed won’t say what my other side but it’s from Asia(Not South Asia).

I grew up in an area that’s predominantly white during my formative years then in my early teens I moved to area with a lot Somalis for familial reasons.

What does this have to with the topic?

Well for the majority of my life to that point I had never had Somali friend or much contact with other Somalis besides family and then I moved into a Somali area.

Somalis were very different from me as I was more of a “nerd”. Apart from the few I chilled with that we had common interests the majority were into things I had no interest in (football etc)

Also i remember they made jokes about my ethnicity which hurt me a lot at the time Ngl. It didn’t help that i was much shorter than my Somali peers. So during Somali events or masjid classes I only chilled with the few that I fw and didn’t interact with most.

When people ask me what I am mixed with I would usually say X + East African because during the 2010s pirate and Somali jokes were rampant and I already look ethnically ambiguous enough to not get recognised as Somali. Which looking back was just cowardice. There nothing with being your ethnicity no matter what.

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This post is getting too long now let me summarise the rest.

What got me out of this self hating phase Maturing + Learning Somali history recognising we weren’t always in this sorry state + learning that I am who I am and that is not a flaw.

Thank god despite my self hate phase putting your own people for giggles was never a thing I did.

The it’s not deep mentality needs to be corrected.

How tall are you bro
 
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