
I should go see someone?
Your health is what's important, I don't know if you live in Europe where shit is free/cheap or in North America where it's out of pocket and/or requires insurance but yeah you defintely should get it checked out because the longer you wait the more you go around carrying that shit.
Also how are you sure it's PTSD and not regular depression because self diagnosing is very bad in regards to mental health and especially if you're not a medical professional with expertisen or psychologist/therapist. Also you shouldn't feel ashamed for having depression/PTSD/anxiety/and so and so forth the same way people shouldn't be ashamed for getting cancer, one is just way more visible.
Get it checked out and get well brother.
