Abandon that Hennessy and enter your nearest mosque. Pray to Allah for getting your parents out of the hell-hole we call Somalia.
Then what you do is, get serious about school. Let your heroes be folks who made a scientific breakthroughs. People like the guy who invented the cure for Polio or the one that discovered the Antibiotics tablets. Go become a scientist, an economist or something meaningful.
Then again you grew up on Welfare, most likely the Habaar of sucking the blood of hard workers (taxpayers) (while daddy sat at timmies on a daily basis ) runs through your veins