self hatred is a thing.
I wouldn't be a self hater. I'd just get rid of it and let it be a memory, something I'd think about once every couple of years. Let's be real; there's some baggage attached it and I would just be speeding up the process anyway. There's black people here I know of who don't know their roots or countries of origin.
There's really no point for a sizable number of Somalis to continue this charade.