Most Somalis are not overly religious. You were probably brought up in a conservative Muslim family. only my mother prays in my family. I was never forced to pray, fast or attend dugsy. I think you said your 18 or 19 in one of your previous post. You're an adult now, you don't have to follow any rules that prevent you to be free.1) being woken up at sun rise to pretend pray
2) fake leaving the sajayed out to make it seem like you actually prayed
3)Going to dugsi and playing along like youre one of the herd
4) Starving yourself in Ramadan
+ add more points my fellow gaals
we go through all this to make our parents happy, such good people we are. Years and years of pretending.