Wishing to bring life into this world should be classified as a mental illness and a crime against humanity. Why yank a soul from the sweet bosom of non-existence into this miserable material realm? Can you justify such a reckless action? Can you take responsibility for the incalculable suffering that person will inevitably undergo in their pointless life? When you are nothingness you can never be judged by God. May darkness and disaster fall upon my mother and father!
I can see where your coming from with this post, the world seems to be full of suffering, If I were asked do you wish to come into existence before I was born I don't know what my response would have been to honest.
There are pros and cons to life, but given that Allah has brought me here, I'd say it's for the best, ofcourse, I acknowledge the great perils of life, such as the risk of going to hell forever, a terrible thing to say the least. That's why life is not a game, there is a lot at stake, it explains the name it's given as the abode of trials.
The problem here is your expectation of what life should be and what it is,any of us have this problem to varying degrees.
Illuminated xalimo, am not even sure your human lol, I had a feeling you might be a shaytan using sspot or your a very dark human, can imagine a Somali girl being this dark? Like wow what happened to you I your life, there are lots of question marks about you!