@Lebron James I'll make dua for you.
Your trajectory is the one of a murtad.
Don't end up like them low IQ murtads on xsomali . They all walking around with a chip on the shoulder complaining & calaaling 24/7.
Relax & gain knowledge about the deen & start practicing yourself .
I have nothing against Islam, but just ask yourself how its logical to constantly complain about "murtad influx" in Somalia when said person themselves lives in a gaalo land and doesn't plan on ever moving. If someone is so passionate about gaalo and their motives in Somalia why do they live abroad ? I'm not saying it should be encouraged but how can you be so passionate in disclaiming it when you live somewhere promoting it ? It makes no sense sxb and should be called out