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When you experience constant pain you either adapt and like it or you suffer eternally
Why do you accept that you have to feel constant pain. It would hurt to get out of situation of slow trickling pain but in the long run its better. The pain of regret is far more than the pain of discipline.
 

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No discipline will fix the bad cards I was dealt genetically
Then you have two roads

1.you continue to wither away until disease, you become a hollow husk of your former self or you take your life.You will feel pain of regret.

2. you understand what bad cards you have but you strive to make the best of yourself. You will feel the pain of discipline.

You already know the pain of number 1 so why choose that for the rest of your life.
 
Then you have two roads

1.you continue to wither away until disease, you become a hollow husk of your former self or you take your life.You will feel pain of regret.

2. you understand what bad cards you have but you strive to make the best of yourself. You will feel the pain of discipline.

You already know the pain of number 1 so why choose that for the rest of your life.
I’ll find my copes but I won’t play the same stupid game thinking I’ll get different results
 

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I’ll find my copes but I won’t play the same stupid game thinking I’ll get different results
You will find your copes but you your self know that the second you lay down the controller and put your head down to sleep all the thoughts come rushing in.

sometimes you cant even escape with the cope as the thoughts infiltrate the cope.
 
You will find your copes but you your self know that the second you lay down the controller and put your head down to sleep all the thoughts come rushing in.

sometimes you cant even escape with the cope as the thoughts infiltrate the cope.
I’ll probably khalaas myself if I couldn’t cope anymore, every game has an exit button.
 

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I’ll probably khalaas myself if I couldn’t cope anymore, every game has an exit button.
Why live like this? Your too afraid to live and your to afraid to end it our living a paradoxical life.

Seek therapy i say this as a outsider who has no incentive maybe the best thing you can do for your self is hear words from a outsider.

If your seriously considering self K.O then why not strive for anything your back is already against the wall and there is nothing to lose.
 
Why live like this? Your too afraid to live and your to afraid to end it our living a paradoxical life.

Seek therapy i say this as a outsider who has no incentive maybe the best thing you can do for your self is hear words from a outsider.

If your seriously considering self K.O then why not strive for anything your back is already against the wall and there is nothing to lose.
Seek therapy bro
Get on medication bro
Constantly meet your supervisor bro
Disclose to employers you’re mentally ill bro
Make your life even harder bro
 

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Seek therapy bro
Get on medication bro
Constantly meet your supervisor bro
Disclose to employers you’re mentally ill bro
Make your life even harder bro
Continue to use your copes as distractions bro.
Don't look at your increasing age and lack of chances bro
Don't think about your mental health bro
Just find new copes bro
Just be bitter bro
Just bite the bullet bro your copes don't work and the pain is unbearable.
 
Continue to use your copes as distractions bro.
Don't look at your increasing age and lack of chances bro
Don't think about your mental health bro
Just find new copes bro
Just be bitter bro
Just bite the bullet bro your copes don't work and the pain is unbearable.
Life is a cope and then you die, pain is eternal, suffering is inevitable
 

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Life is a cope and then you die, pain is eternal, suffering is inevitable
Suffering is inevitable your right but in the face of suffering you scour and hide whilst every human that got us this far fought valiantly. You are genetic dead waste piggybacking of the accomplishments of humanity.

Because you chose this.
 
Suffering is inevitable your right but in the face of suffering you scour and hide whilst every human that got us this far fought valiantly. You are genetic dead waste piggybacking of the accomplishments of humanity.

Because you chose this.
That’s right man, I’m genetic dead waste and shouldn’t have been born, my existence is a stain on humanity.
 

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That’s right man, I’m genetic dead waste and shouldn’t have been born, my existence is a stain on humanity.
No there is plenty of people that shouldn't been born your very low on the list.

imagine two life paths one where you make something of your self the other where you drown in your copes what one would you prefer.
 
No there is plenty of people that shouldn't been born your very low on the list.

imagine two life paths one where you make something of your self the other where you drown in your copes what one would you prefer.
What defines making something of myself, that just sounds like a journey of seeking fuel for my ego.

i’d much rather stick to feeding my desires.
 
Yeah I was given a losers life as a test of faith lol, while there’s brothers who live a life 10 billion times better than me lol.

there’s no will, it’s all a lie, everything was a matter of bad luck.
I agree life’s a test and with life comes with struggle but your not a loser. You don’t know your qadr until it happens to you.

Make an honest living, and do what you can to make yourself happy in a halal way. You don’t even know your qadr until it occurs or your hand is truly “bad luck”
 

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Yeah I was given a losers life as a test of faith lol, while there’s brothers who live a life 10 billion times better than me lol.

there’s no will, it’s all a lie, everything was a matter of bad luck.
You dont think the man who spends his wealth on stupid things whilst people are starving is not a test.
You think the man who is blessed with is not tested for what he does with it.

you think only those who have negative attributes are being tested.


What defines making something of myself, that just sounds like a journey of seeking fuel for my ego.

i’d much rather stick to feeding my desires.
Seeking goals and trying to achieve them.
If thats fuels the ego then thats good as it makes a protective barrier from beliefs that you have thats self destructive.

you sticking to just feeding your desires makes you the same as the creature that feed at the bottom of the ocean trying to find what ever scraps to get by.
 

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