Just booked my accommodation in xamar. Am from xamar and we got a lot of houses and family there but am hella scared about my safety walking around the streets so I booked an accommodation am that paranoid and literally stressed about safety. Should I even go? Am a local who is paying for accommodation premium at elsewhere make it make sense please but I just don't even trust living in the same houses as my families due to the security fragile in xamar am also scared doing touristy stuff like hanging out liddo, dinning out could potentially be me subconsciously walking into qarax. Is this feeling OK or do I just love life too much and holding on to dear life too tight?