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May Allah make it easy for you ameen
Secondly you don't need to wait until friday to pray, what's important is that you establish your prayers you can do that any moment. I understand that you're seeking to reignite your spiritual awakening so as to speak and by being in the midst of friday congregation you'll be able to re-establish that connection with salah that you're seeking. It's not a bad start but you need to realise that sooner or later you'll need to address the primary reasons as to why you lost that connection in the first place, by doing that you'll be able to move forward.
Thirdly there's no guarantee that you'll feel any different than you do now even after attending friday prayers ? why ? because there's no correlation as lots of muslims attend friday prayers and there's no change in their hearts, the reason being emaan increases and decreases based on our actions. The further one is removed away from the remembrance of Allah the more your emaan decreases similarly the closer you're to Allah the more your emaan increases. We're in a constant struggle until the day we depart from this limited life which is why we need to strive consistently so as to not give in. It's good to see that you're trying to make changes but you need to go about it the right way, let me know if i can help in anyway
Ilaahay haku fududeyo arintada