I'm kind of in a mental dilemma with myself, I have always put my goals and achievement as my #1 priority. I grew up incredibly blessed with a lot of opportunities and loved ones all around me, people who loved me unconditionally and supported me throughout my life. I noticed the more I grew up how I never really appreciated that love, I always but it aside and focused on succeeding and achieving my goals but suddenly the past year or two I kept getting vogue memories of those times I spent with the people who I loved and who loved me.
It's so odd, the moment I turned in to a legal adult my mentality slowly switched. At first I wanted to succeed at everything I dreamed on my own (which I have done for most part) but now I just want to be surrounded by people who I genuinely love and life live in simplicity?
Idk how to explain it, maybe its me being 20 but I feel like a completely different person, as if am debating with myself on what I should prioritise of the two.
It's so odd, the moment I turned in to a legal adult my mentality slowly switched. At first I wanted to succeed at everything I dreamed on my own (which I have done for most part) but now I just want to be surrounded by people who I genuinely love and life live in simplicity?
Idk how to explain it, maybe its me being 20 but I feel like a completely different person, as if am debating with myself on what I should prioritise of the two.