I don't take any pills for depression and lathargy, but I know what it is. That emptiness or void, lack of purpose, lack of energy and no motivation. Your like a car that has broken down with no fuel as the world goes past you with a full tank of gas.
You may sit there and feel jealous and envious of all these cars passing by and your not moving, or you may ponder why God did this to you and disdvantage you. You hear constantly the negative self talk in your head and realize your biggest enemy is you and not others.
U may question the negative self talk and ponder what is missing in your life or what the hell do you want or are seeking and then you loop back into not knowing what you want in life or what is missing and then this just continues into a cycle and lasts for months, years or decades.
U may even blame others, self medicate with drugs/alcohol, seek status, a partner, a child, a job or materialism or even religion but then when it's all said and done that 'negative self talk whisper hasn't disappeared'. U may even try to get high from exercise and release endorphines but u start to realize it also fades away and goes right back to the negative self talk.
You may sit there and feel jealous and envious of all these cars passing by and your not moving, or you may ponder why God did this to you and disdvantage you. You hear constantly the negative self talk in your head and realize your biggest enemy is you and not others.
U may question the negative self talk and ponder what is missing in your life or what the hell do you want or are seeking and then you loop back into not knowing what you want in life or what is missing and then this just continues into a cycle and lasts for months, years or decades.
U may even blame others, self medicate with drugs/alcohol, seek status, a partner, a child, a job or materialism or even religion but then when it's all said and done that 'negative self talk whisper hasn't disappeared'. U may even try to get high from exercise and release endorphines but u start to realize it also fades away and goes right back to the negative self talk.
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