I know we are late into Ramadan and Eid is fast approaching, but I genuinely did not feel much this entire month. I just woke up and did what I had to do like fast and help prepare and make food for people. Other than that I just felt numb most of this month and with Eid coming up I'm not even going to bother to buy new clothes and will just wear something from my closet. I'm just feeling super drained and not excited to be spending Eid with people who don't treat me right or respect me of any sort. I'm getting that irritated feeling just typing this out.