You're very self aware mashallah. I guess i'll just make dua for you then.I wear it alhamdulilah, Its just thoughts from shaitan really. I have worn hijab for so long, its my identity, and a part of whats holding me back is that I fear what people would say if I were to take it off. I would look like a hypocrite, thats what I constantly tell myself.
Recent, within the last year. Its crazy subhana'Allah bc I went through my teens and early 20s and was fine, but all of a sudden I have thoughts of removing it. Fighting your nafs is one of the biggest struggles.