Do Black lives matter in Sudan?
More than a year after the Sudanese revolution toppled al-Bashir, racism is still rampant in the country.
www.aljazeera.com
This is when my world turned upside down. My parents put me in a public school in Doha, where I was surrounded by Arabs from the Gulf, Levant, and North Africa. The kids knew I was an "Arab" but made fun of my accent, hair and skin colour. I had not only lost my privilege but for the first time in my life faced racism and discrimination. I was only 11 years old.
This shift, as well as the realisation that I had been part of the normalisation of anti-Blackness, affected me deeply as a teenager. I would regularly fight with classmates who called me abid (slave) only to go back to my community and hear north Sudanese people like me use the same word for anyone from the non-Arabised tribes. Indeed, the Sudanese people are a prime example of Black people being both the victim and the perpetrator of racism.
Man this is like the ultimate cocktail for an identity crisis. Not gonna lie I laughed at that highlighted part, imagine getting bullied for being dark and then coming home to relatives saying the same shit about darker people?
Reminds me of a Sudanese girl who was in one of my classes years ago. She had Madow hair, wide nose and big lips with light skin (hairy too so she definitely want lying about being an Arab) and made fun of me for my Madow hair. Never understood that until now, I thought she was confused in a different way
So anyway while browsing r/Arabs that led me onto this
I feel for the guy that sounds humiliating, bit deep. I know someone's gonna go "you have the right to stop your kids marrying a Madow" but come on that's kind of brutal.
Makes me kind of glad I'm not from those afro-arab country's. Why try get acceptance from people who will never accept you? Sounds horrible.