There was times when I used to be bored and want, nay, deeply wish, a mass shooting to happen, and I would run to CNN and see how many death occurred. This was not out of malice or evil from my part, loooooooooooooool I am just bored, and I want some national excitement. I don't know, tragedy seem to bring people together. I want the world to be in a state of internal seriousness, and not so superficial that your "iPhone" is your one love of your life. I used to be disappointed if the number of people dead was small. Even go as far as insult the killer by calling him pathetic and weak.
With Corona Virus--- I am watching CNN now. They say the death toll has gone down, meaning things are getting better. And I look at the number, a weeks daily death. It goes like
Mon - 460
Tue - 450
Wed - 428
Thur - 422 etc etc
and I am thinking, is this for real Yaaqeee?? The numbers went from more than 1000 a day dying. 400 something is still too much. These are like a number of an entire employee in a company. Droppin dead like its hot. Total employees in my company is 469. its like everyone droppin dead.
Walaahi I will NEVER ever wish even a single mass shooting again. Its like nature has given me a permanent drug-fix of deaths, that I wont talk about it ever again. This s!it is real & scary.
With Corona Virus--- I am watching CNN now. They say the death toll has gone down, meaning things are getting better. And I look at the number, a weeks daily death. It goes like
Mon - 460
Tue - 450
Wed - 428
Thur - 422 etc etc
and I am thinking, is this for real Yaaqeee?? The numbers went from more than 1000 a day dying. 400 something is still too much. These are like a number of an entire employee in a company. Droppin dead like its hot. Total employees in my company is 469. its like everyone droppin dead.
Walaahi I will NEVER ever wish even a single mass shooting again. Its like nature has given me a permanent drug-fix of deaths, that I wont talk about it ever again. This s!it is real & scary.
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