Tired of not being as great as i believe i am

[PhySom]

From a young age i have always felt like i was destined for greatness. I vividly recall my time reading all about einstein, Alexander the great, Jesus, Muhammad , Bismark and plenty more. I severely believed i had a burgeoning future of greatness ahead of me. It didn't matter if people saw me as inferior , Every racist remark or sneer was met with an angry smile...

Recently , however, i feel lost. I am secretly retching at the thought of being a commoner in the world. I year to be apart from the filthy masses and join the elites in immortality. I am in the top 10% of young people in my city however i still feel i can do alot more.

Something is holding me back , like a curse inside my brain. It envelopes me with a bright dash of anger and loneliness just after a success. I don't know what it is , but i believe it can be overcome with grit and determination.

 

[angelplan]

You are just 28 years old bro just like me. We still have an impact to make on greatness. I think my golden years will be from 30 to 40. I will be fully established by then. What we become is what is destined for us, the rest we work hard for it.

 

[PhySom]

You are just 28 years old bro just like me. We still have an impact to make on greatness. I think my golden years will be from 30 to 40. I will be fully established by then. What we become us what is destined for us, the rest we world hard for it.

i am 19-20.

 

[BenInHer]

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[angelplan]

i am 19-20.

I thought you said 28 in another Thread. What da f*ck 19/20? You just a baby man, a confused one at that. Life will f*ck u up if u aint get the strapings now.

 

[PhySom]

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You must be warsengali then bro, we always make the most money.

 

[angelplan]

warsengali

 

[BenInHer]

You must be warsengali then bro, we always make the most money.

yet we do nothing for our ppl back home..

 

[PhySom]

yet we do nothing for our ppl back home..

Kkkkk i'm not delusional , my love doesn't reach my wallet.

 

[BenInHer]

@PhySom

work hard, stay focused.

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[PhySom]

@PhySom

work hard, stay focused.

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Yea , its lonely on the journey to be successfull. You see no somalis along the way

 

[riyaale]

u might be suffering from lack of purpose u need to practice ikigai

 

[Halimo-2018]

You're a baby. Don't worry focus on your schooling.

 

[diaby]

You smile at people calling you a n1gnog?

 

[Basra]

From a young age i have always felt like i was destined for greatness. I vividly recall my time reading all about einstein, Alexander the great, Jesus, Muhammad , Bismark and plenty more. I severely believed i had a burgeoning future of greatness ahead of me. It didn't matter if people saw me as inferior , Every racist remark or sneer was met with an angry smile...

Recently , however, i feel lost. I am secretly retching at the thought of being a commoner in the world. I year to be apart from the filthy masses and join the elites in immortality. I am in the top 10% of young people in my city however i still feel i can do alot more.

Something is holding me back , like a curse inside my brain. It envelopes me with a bright dash of anger and loneliness just after a success. I don't know what it is , but i believe it can be overcome with grit and determination.

and maybe Therapy?

 

[Aliobaba]