You're apparently a Sufi now? Lmao you're on that Gaal pipeline yarey. You go from;
Muslim -> turn into a Liberal Muslim -> Claim to be Sufi -> Become secular -> Irreligious -> Gaal
seen this happen time and again, typically these people have cuqdad for Arabs generally too. You and the others on this thread are on this route whether unknowingly or not.
I'm Sufi, and so is my family, none of this applies to us.