Random thought....

[Basra]

And please do not ask me stupid questions and being nosey.


Anyways- What is wrong with me? All my life i have had this Negative nature disposition. Depressed, hater, bitc.hy , whatever . But exterior wise i am cute, i am blessed and really in an enviable position. Yet my nature has always been SAD.

The opposite of me. My friend- who has been so upbeat, happy, succsessful, etc etc -- not even a bone of depression in her bones.


But lately she has been depressed left and right.


Why?



Because of a diagnosis. HIV



Suddenly this upbeat person is so depressed, so dark, such a hater. I could see the transformation. Walaahi


So i ask myself guys---



What happened to me? I had her new personality ALL my life!



What happened to me--it has to be something greater than HIV.



Was i molested as child?????

 

[Soul Kaizer]

Best poster of this site is @Basra every thread is like taking a shot of the most powerful alcohol.

 

[Basra]

Best poster of this site is @Basra every thread is like taking a shot of the most powerful alcohol.

 

[Abu Hesi]

Are we here to help you or your friend?

And I think you you gave the evil eye to your friend, and you yourself have the evil eye.

Sheekh Rusheeye....

 

[Basra]

Are we here to help you or your friend?

And I think you you gave the evil eye to your friend, and you yourself have the evil eye.

Sheekh Rusheeye....

 

[Soul Kaizer]

We need to create a bingo night for your threads.

 

[Basra]

We need to create a bingo night for your threads.
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[Basra]

@Internet Nomad u know watching that Basra chart kinda had me at helooo! Every subject i am obsessed with is there! LOL

 

[Soul Kaizer]

In thousands years people are going to uncover this site and study your reaction patterns as if they were hyroglyphs.

They are going to be thinking why did she post 29and why did she post 7

Basraology will be a whole new field of science

 

[Basra]

In thousands years people are going to uncover this site and study your reaction patterns as if they were hyroglyphs.

They are going to be thinking why did she post 29and why did she post 7

Basraology will be a whole new field of science

We are joking, but wallaahi in 100 years there will be a Basraology study! Hopefully inshallaah i am in heaven then and people are praying for my soul Inshalaaah

 

[Soul Kaizer]

We are joking, but wallaahi in 100 years there will be a Basraology study! Hopefully inshallaah i am in heaven then and people are praying for my soul Inshalaaah

 

[Basra]

Are we here to help you or your friend?

And I think you you gave the evil eye to your friend, and you yourself have the evil eye.

Sheekh Rusheeye....

Help me! Because WHY am i this way? Others need an HIV diagnosis to go into the dark abyss! What is wrong with me huuno?

 

[Lostbox]

 

[Basra]

Thats a CAP out! This is a SERIOUS SUBJECT NAYAAA

 

[Basra]

We need to create a bingo night for your threads.
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Horta was this an AI generation? Wowza!

 

[Hodan from HR]

You remind me of this mortician lady who has a pragmatic borderline cynical view of life. Your sense of humor and ability to say what others could be thinking also shows you haven't lost the happy go lucky aspect of your inner child. In short, you are an enigma Basra..

 

[Hodan from HR]

Anyways- What is wrong with me? All my life i have had this Negative nature disposition. Depressed, hater, bitc.hy


Was i molested as child?????

I was wondering if you've experienced death at a young age, like losing people dear to you and that may have caused your negative nature disposition?

 

[Basra]

You remind me of this mortician lady who has a pragmatic borderline cynical view of life. Your sense of humor and ability to say what others could be thinking also shows you haven't lost the happy go lucky aspect of your inner child. In short, you are an enigma Basra..

Huuno u have mentioned this to me before- who is this character- mortician? What movie or series? Thank you huuno!

 

[Basra]

I was wondering if you've experienced death at a young age, like losing people dear to you and that may have caused your negative nature disposition?

Hhhhmmm that is interesting...i need to dig deep into it

 

[Hodan from HR]

Huuno u have mentioned this to me before- who is this character- mortician? What movie or series?

Loool, no. Not a character. A real somali woman who was close friends with my ayeyo. She lost her dear husband and 2 sons in the civil war. She then worked in a morgue, handled dead bodies for a living.

She could be very funny one minute then turn into an unhinged skeptic the next (not that I think you are unhinged, maybe a little bit but aren't we all to some degree ? )

What I admired the most about her was how easily she controlled her emotions. I remember one time she was very angry and cursing out this adeer. Soon as he left, she resumes her cheerful mood like nothing happened. My grandmother was amused and asked her how she is able to do that. She then explained that she's simply numb. She rarely gets happy or sad and most of the time "performs" whatever appropriate emotional response the situation calls for. Now that I write about her, I realize you may have nothing in common. Never mind, I'm taking back everything I said..