Lol a man must not be emotional qabyalad is for emotional people and we the Somali people need to work with each other and ignore these tribalists until we can eliminate them one by one.
But I have emotions. I utilize everything allah gave me, mental, emotional, physical. The only thing I leave behind is spiritual, I totally surrender there and dont ever assume I can figure out god with my limited brain and if I do I will end up just with a part answer. I prefer to surrender and say I will sit down here and wait till god rescues me because that's the only hope in this spiritual maze.
But when it comes to other elements of my physical nature, I will utilize every component, the only difference really is where I use each. If im with tribalist i will use emotions like they are after-all that's all they have but if im with a smart person I will speak at that level also with them and drop the emotions. I have clear divides in my body sxb. I don't believe in good and bad in the spiritual sense, I don't believe that my actions on this earth will get me anywhere near to allah, it's more trying to think u have the answer through yourself and all u really need with allah is just surrender forget it all good, bad, emotions, brains everything u have wont work with allah just drop it and sit in a room and say I have submitted to you but to these asshole bin-adans I will do whatever I have to achieve my goals for they are only physical I know how to divide myself well. I only now working on faith aspects and hence why i respect the prophets, it takes alot of faith to teach what they did with the opposition they faced, Cud i do the same thing in saudi arabia with my teaching not yet no. I am still not hardened faith wise and where my huge explorations will begin thru travel. But I hope when I get to be an old man I will be one those old wise men who has developed the strengthened faith to speak up and bring change to islam.
But right now Im focused on strenghtening myself mentally motivation, effort, dropping fear and those aspects and emotionally also. I am leaving the big faith strenghtening part for later in my life when I do a big ibn batuta style travel. But till then I am playing and im going to strengthen all what allah gave me to survive and do whatever i please with and not mixing the physical and spiritual and having a clear divide, that's where people get lost. They have physical and emotional urges and then spiritual good and bad. The good n bad is just the physical thats where the laws are, play around it but spiritual is just surrender allah is easy, we make it hard cause we want to do everything.
If I give someone for example money i will say i gave this to u because I wanted to, I didnt give this to u because of allah as if i am so arrogant to think i can deal with allah thru deeds and actions of my life. It's like saying you will deal with allah by praying and charity and doing good things, your trying to do this yourself again when all u need to do is submit. Thru those deeds u will also fall short, u will never be complete but thru surrender u never fall short, u sit there and say I surrender u allah i have nothing that i can give, rescue me in the day of judgement for I wasn't arrogant and thought i could earn my way to you and then live your life with full pleasure knowing allah is simple, we make it difficult cuz we think we can do everything ourselves.
So when I die I will look back at my life and say allah i did everything I wanted, did I have regets yes but it was part of the experience but to u I surrender I have nothing to offer you. Everything I did in my life was for me and my physical sense it had nothing to do with u. Ur humble servant in submission. While the salafi clown will sit there and i did this and did that and had beard and prayed 5 times, allah will look at those fools and say what can u give me that i dont have, u have nothing to offer me banish to HELL for thats where people who are to arrogant to accept you wont ever be able to do anything for me you think u can handle me by your actions and deeds.