For a while I didn't know how to define my beliefs but then i came across pantheism.
Pantheism is the belief that the Universe (or Nature as the totality of everything) is identical with divinity, or that everything composes an all-encompassing, immanent God. Pantheiststhus thus do not believe in a distinct personal or anthropomorphic god.

Pantheism is the belief that the Universe (or Nature as the totality of everything) is identical with divinity, or that everything composes an all-encompassing, immanent God. Pantheiststhus thus do not believe in a distinct personal or anthropomorphic god.
