I remember the first time I saw a guy die. I was walking past a shitty bar with an outdoor area. Some two guys who looked like drug addicts must've been fighting over something, the cadaan guy tried to pull something out. The mix race guy saw and gave him one punch across the face and the guy got knocked out.
His head smashed on the floor with a weird meaty slap. The only comparable sound I can think of is a full caano carton smashing onto the floor. I thought he must've been unconscious or something, nope. His eyes were open but he wasn't breathing or moving and there was blood leaking out the back of his head making a nasty puddle. Apparently it was all over a pack of cigarettes.
I looked, watched and then went home. All in about half a minute.
Second time I was walking to a basketball cage when I saw a fight going on from afar. Me and my friend just watched. It went from a fistfight to someone quickly getting shanked, only one person dropped though. I didn't try and even go near that one. Honestly I have no idea if the guy died but I never saw him there again so I'm guessing he's either dead or fucked up royally.
Honestly it really doesn't take long for it to leave your mind, you just forget it and carry on as normal. I never knew them but I felt a bit sad. that was someone's brother, son or even dad and it all it took were a few moments for them to be gone.
It doesn't take much to lose your life and you ain't shit in the grand scheme of the world. Took me quite a while to stop viewing people as meat bags.
His head smashed on the floor with a weird meaty slap. The only comparable sound I can think of is a full caano carton smashing onto the floor. I thought he must've been unconscious or something, nope. His eyes were open but he wasn't breathing or moving and there was blood leaking out the back of his head making a nasty puddle. Apparently it was all over a pack of cigarettes.
I looked, watched and then went home. All in about half a minute.
Second time I was walking to a basketball cage when I saw a fight going on from afar. Me and my friend just watched. It went from a fistfight to someone quickly getting shanked, only one person dropped though. I didn't try and even go near that one. Honestly I have no idea if the guy died but I never saw him there again so I'm guessing he's either dead or fucked up royally.
Honestly it really doesn't take long for it to leave your mind, you just forget it and carry on as normal. I never knew them but I felt a bit sad. that was someone's brother, son or even dad and it all it took were a few moments for them to be gone.
It doesn't take much to lose your life and you ain't shit in the grand scheme of the world. Took me quite a while to stop viewing people as meat bags.
