Islam/faith

[SOULSEARCHING]

I like to be honest I'm far from being a perfect Muslim. I have probably prayed 15x in my whole 21years of living. I blame my family in a way especially my father. He never taught me how to read the quran but spoke about it everyday. He himself didn't pray and would push me and my siblings to pray. I never understood this. It's very hypocritical of him. My mother on the other hand is super religious, mashallah she's on to the deen. Never misses a prayer. But she's scary when it comes to wacadi. Everything is naar naar...naar (hell). Never anything positive. Which kills my vibe.

I have self taught myself the religion by listening to Quran tapes back then and buying books from online.
I pushed myself to memorize 30 surah's and God willing I would like to complete the quran before age 30.
I have a passion for Islam. But I wish my dad took me to madarash everyday like all the Somali kids my age. I always hear their stories of how fun it was. Out of my family me and my mother are the only ones who fast. My sister a tranny who believes in chakra and moon readings and my 2 brothers I feel like they are only monthly Muslims fast and pay on Eid and that's all and I suspect one is a atheist.

Eid is also a depressing occasion cause the vibe is dead..

 

[Degmada waaberi]

I like to be honest I'm far from being a perfect Muslim. I have probably prayed 15x in my whole 21years of living. I blame my family in a way especially my father. He never taught me how to read the quran but spoke about it everyday. He himself didn't pray and would push me and my siblings to pray. I never understood this. It's very hypocritical of him. My mother on the other hand is super religious, mashallah she's on to the deen. Never misses a prayer. But she's scary when it comes to wacadi. Everything is naar naar...naar (hell). Never anything positive. Which kills my vibe.

I have self taught myself the religion by listening to Quran tapes back then and buying books from online.
I pushed myself to memorize 30 surah's and God willing I would like to complete the quran before age 30.
I have a passion for Islam. But I wish my dad took me to madarash everyday like all the Somali kids my age. I always hear their stories of how fun it was. Out of my family me and my mother are the only ones who fast. My sister a tranny who believes in chakra and moon readings and my 2 brothers I feel like they are only monthly Muslims fast and pay on Eid and that's all and I suspect one is a atheist.

Eid is also a depressing occasion cause the vibe is dead..

Abaayo samsam why do you choose to reveal so much about yourself mise you're a troll

 

[SOULSEARCHING]

Abaayo samsam why do you choose to reveal so much about yourself mise you're a troll

I like how you remembered my name
I would write this in a dairy but I'm scared my family would discover and I find online is safer -I'm anonymous. You don't know where I live etc and there's 1000 of samsams all over the word.

 

[Degmada waaberi]

I like how you remembered my name
I would write this in a dairy but I'm scared my family would discover and I find online is safer -I'm anonymous. You don't know where I live etc and there's 1000 of samsams all over the word.

Assuming what you said is real Masha'Allah you done well so far in terms of trying your best to learn the Diin and it's unfortunate you're father hasn't taught you about it when you were young.

Finishing your Quran

You can use this App which I think is one of the best Quran Apps out there

Select any surah and sheikh and get started

The best thing about this app is the Loop option, where you can repeat a single verse over and over again until you memorise it

You could also order this from online or you can download the PDF version or get it as an app from the App Store/play store

Masha'Allah it contains so many duas such as what to say:

When you wake up
Before you enter the toilet
When you exit the toilet
Before you eat
After you eat
When leaving the home
When entering the home
When getting on a vehicle
When wearing new clothes
Before doing ablution
After you have completed ablution
When going to the mosque
When getting ready to pray
And so many more

InshaAllah if you learn all that than you will be able to remember Allah (swt) constantly which a great thing for one to be God conscious

 

[SOULSEARCHING]

Thank you I have the book at home and use that app too.

 

[Degmada waaberi]

Thank you I have the book at home and use that app too.

Really

Masha'Allah

 

[AdoonkaAlle]

@SOULSEARCHING

walaashay qaaliga ah waxaan rajaynaya inaad ficaan tahay

Tan labaad just as walaalka @Degmada waaberi mentioned it's better to not give out such personal info, if you have questions just ask away without detailing any private details inshallah.

Tan saddaxad, Mashallah for striving to learn diinta, may Allah reward and increase you in knowledge. Waxaan oo kale ka barya Alle in uu adiga iyo reerkaga idin ka qaaado culayska idin duul saran

Ameen thumma Ameen

As you know learning is gradual process, the most important step for you know is to start from the basics ie acquiring knowledge about Allah and what he wants from you. Having a firm grip on the basics essentials of islam ensures that you easily build on top of it and improve as you gradually develop yourself throughout the learning process.

have a look at the following

1. Introductory Emaan (faith series) lecture ; the series covers the six articles of faith in about 9 lectures. Very easy to follow and is really beneficial.

2. Inner dimensions of the Prayer ; i would definitely recommend that you get this book, you can download as pdf or buy it from amazon for under £5. The book discusses the stages of prayer and it's profound spiritual significance combined with the physical actions that symbolize submission, surrender and humility to Allah.

Amazon link

If your soomali is good dawaasho wacaan abaayo






I'll include many more inshallah once i get the time, if you got questions about diinta, clear doubts etc let me know

Ilaahay haku fududeyo arimahada abaayo

 

[bluebird]

Your sister is a tranny?

 

[Basra]

I like to be honest I'm far from being a perfect Muslim. I have probably prayed 15x in my whole 21years of living. I blame my family in a way especially my father. He never taught me how to read the quran but spoke about it everyday. He himself didn't pray and would push me and my siblings to pray. I never understood this. It's very hypocritical of him. My mother on the other hand is super religious, mashallah she's on to the deen. Never misses a prayer. But she's scary when it comes to wacadi. Everything is naar naar...naar (hell). Never anything positive. Which kills my vibe.

I have self taught myself the religion by listening to Quran tapes back then and buying books from online.
I pushed myself to memorize 30 surah's and God willing I would like to complete the quran before age 30.
I have a passion for Islam. But I wish my dad took me to madarash everyday like all the Somali kids my age. I always hear their stories of how fun it was. Out of my family me and my mother are the only ones who fast. My sister a tranny who believes in chakra and moon readings and my 2 brothers I feel like they are only monthly Muslims fast and pay on Eid and that's all and I suspect one is a atheist.

Eid is also a depressing occasion cause the vibe is dead..

but u r a girl. u dont need your aabo. U need your hooyo. follow her examples even tho it is too late as u r a tom boy

 

[Ferrari]

you need @Jiron .

 

[binthalal]

I like to be honest I'm far from being a perfect Muslim. I have probably prayed 15x in my whole 21years of living. I blame my family in a way especially my father. He never taught me how to read the quran but spoke about it everyday. He himself didn't pray and would push me and my siblings to pray. I never understood this. It's very hypocritical of him. My mother on the other hand is super religious, mashallah she's on to the deen. Never misses a prayer. But she's scary when it comes to wacadi. Everything is naar naar...naar (hell). Never anything positive. Which kills my vibe.

I have self taught myself the religion by listening to Quran tapes back then and buying books from online.
I pushed myself to memorize 30 surah's and God willing I would like to complete the quran before age 30.
I have a passion for Islam. But I wish my dad took me to madarash everyday like all the Somali kids my age. I always hear their stories of how fun it was. Out of my family me and my mother are the only ones who fast. My sister a tranny who believes in chakra and moon readings and my 2 brothers I feel like they are only monthly Muslims fast and pay on Eid and that's all and I suspect one is a atheist.

Eid is also a depressing occasion cause the vibe is dead..

I like to be honest I'm far from being a perfect Muslim. I have probably prayed 15x in my whole 21years of living. I blame my family in a way especially my father. He never taught me how to read the quran but spoke about it everyday. He himself didn't pray and would push me and my siblings to pray. I never understood this. It's very hypocritical of him. My mother on the other hand is super religious, mashallah she's on to the deen. Never misses a prayer. But she's scary when it comes to wacadi. Everything is naar naar...naar (hell). Never anything positive. Which kills my vibe.

I have self taught myself the religion by listening to Quran tapes back then and buying books from online.
I pushed myself to memorize 30 surah's and God willing I would like to complete the quran before age 30.
I have a passion for Islam. But I wish my dad took me to madarash everyday like all the Somali kids my age. I always hear their stories of how fun it was. Out of my family me and my mother are the only ones who fast. My sister a tranny who believes in chakra and moon readings and my 2 brothers I feel like they are only monthly Muslims fast and pay on Eid and that's all and I suspect one is a atheist.

Eid is also a depressing occasion cause the vibe is dead..

Salaam sis! This is a reminder to myself first and foremost but try to keep up with your salat as much as possible as that's the absolute most important and the first thing we'll be asked about on Yawm il Qiyama.

If you're having trouble praying any prayer, start with one and stay consistent with it everyday and keep adding from there. So for example pray Maghrib everyday this week and then add Isha next week so on and so forth.

And alhamdulilah it's great that you've been keeping up with the Quran.

May Allah SWT make it easy for you, reward you for your efforts and always keep you on Siratul Mustaqim. Ameen.