Just leave her alone.waryaa what happened to you?
The least you could've done is not lose hope
First put Somalia aside and build a ceel or something for your gobol ( as mudane @LarryThePuntite would say)
Wallahi, I've been in your position where I hated Somalia so much and called it shithole but actually, I've seen the light I saw a video in 2014 of Muqdisho where it looked so different than the muqdisho I knew, I couldn't believe it was Somalia at all. and a year later I joined politics and then started learning qabils If you get into Somalia's politics, I guarantee you, you would learn qabyaalad in no time.