Sxb , this is not the right platform to discuss matters like these , many will interpret it wrongly , tbh you already know this topic is quite controversial lfmao.
Btw it's one of the natural instincts for human beings to doubt , reason and question themselves about the reality and their sole purpose to live in this world , sometimes we want to think outside of the box and use critical thinking there's nothing wrong with doubting , you can doubt and do your own research if you feel like the answers aren't satisfactory to your curiosity, I was in a similar position as yourself , I had contemplated these thoughts when I was a youngster , I took intensive Arabic courses and sat down among the different ulima in the mosque , must I remind you, everyone had contrasting answers since they had conflicted ideologies wether they discussed the narratives of the teachings of Maliki , Hanafi and Shafi which most Somalis are highly affiliated with , since they all had disagreement with each respective questions and qoutes from the Hadith , As I mentioned why waste precious amount of time when you can learn the language of the Qur'an and even if you mastered Arabic Fusha you would still need a Qaamus in other words an Arabic to Arabic dictionary and to never rely on Tafseer translations.
, yh it benefit my understandings and
my knowledge exponentially ,
I don't rely on the spouting words of a clueless Geeljire wadaad, especially if he is unable to string a comprehensive Arabic sentence and would fail if he were to take a beginners assessment ,
let alone reaching an intermediate level they cannot distinguish past and future tenses and adjectives, so what makes you think they have comprehensive knowledge.
Most Somali wadaads are like this , so don't let their flaunting Arabic phrases deceive whenever they are at a Muhadarro delivering a Friday sermon or Qutbah , they only add words to sound it more so appealing.
I read Sahih Al Bukhari and Riyadh As Salihin without any translation , I suggest you should do the same approach.
It's not difficult sxb , I believe you are familiar with Dugsi if I'm correct and you are capable of writing the alphabets , consider yourself lucky , you will get there in times pace , I would give you six months to perfect beginner level , if you reached A1 level , then you are advancing my friend.
First learn the language and start at begginer level.
If you have limited knowledge of the language then expect all walks of life to manipulate their biases onto your head , which is why I really recommend that you should first learn.
You will thank me later , I'm saving you from the troubles.
I would honestly provide some substantial input on that matter , but yh I gotta weigh my words carefully especially when navigating on this forum.