I'm not shy at all but when I tell you I'm awkward around men I like. Boii you ain't even ready!
My conversations: trash
My flow: weak
My jokes: cringe
My face: red
My nails: digging into my skin
My eyes: fixed on the floor or fan
My cheeks: burnt
The words that come out sound so stupid and not like me. I can feel myself go home and yell at myself for saying those things.
I just wish there was a different way to go about this. Like publishing an autobiography and approaching whoever's story you found interesting. Everyone would already know everything about each other so you don't have to struggle making conversation. THE WORST kind of dates are when you are set up with a double date and the other couple is there to see if their work will flourish. I was sooooo far gone. NEVER AGAIN!
Serious question: how do I get rid of my awkwardness ?
My conversations: trash
My flow: weak
My jokes: cringe
My face: red
My nails: digging into my skin
My eyes: fixed on the floor or fan
My cheeks: burnt
The words that come out sound so stupid and not like me. I can feel myself go home and yell at myself for saying those things.
I just wish there was a different way to go about this. Like publishing an autobiography and approaching whoever's story you found interesting. Everyone would already know everything about each other so you don't have to struggle making conversation. THE WORST kind of dates are when you are set up with a double date and the other couple is there to see if their work will flourish. I was sooooo far gone. NEVER AGAIN!
Serious question: how do I get rid of my awkwardness ?